Iggy was so tiny. I had a lot of water in my body. I complained to the doctor but they said it was just a “normal” thing. It didn’t feel normal to me. I feel very weird after 4 days. True enough, there is water in my lungs. My blood pressure shot to 225/120, they had to do magnesium therapy. That was very very awful. I felt like dying. But, I was very glad that you came out very healthy. The suffering was nothing compared to the knowledge that you did not suffer. When I had to go back to the hospital for the post eclampsia, I brought you with me so our bonding would not be cut off. But, you are not getting milk from though and you starved to 4.0 lbs.











